Mood: Happy & Angau
I've been making myself busy these days to avoid from doing those stupid thinking. I've been trying so hard to avoid from so many mislead feelings these days where in the end I know I'll be the one who get hurt. I even hardly update my blog lately so I won't have to share another depressing stories. But today, things were different.
Today, a miracle finally done its job for me. After a few months of falling for what he wrote on his blog, after a few months of stalking through his online profile, I finally got the chance to get to know him quite well.
It might seemed so good to be true. But at least I am not dreaming. He is just so honest and so sincere. What ever words that came out from his mouth just seems so right and so adorable. I melted. Was it dejavu or just cliche? But I can never take this moment for granted. I wrote on this blog so I can treasure this moment as long as this still exist.
Who knows some wishes actually becoming true. I am feeling good about this. But it's just me and I don't know about him. Who knows if the miracle just worth awhile. After knowing that I am not that interesting enough, he might just run away or leave just like everyone else did. Who knows that this one could just be the one that I am really looking for. It gives me butterflies when ever I talked with him. Who knows if its just another stop by. Which I really hope its not.
I still can't stop smiling and I wish I could just keep this particular dream to make it last.
I've been making myself busy these days to avoid from doing those stupid thinking. I've been trying so hard to avoid from so many mislead feelings these days where in the end I know I'll be the one who get hurt. I even hardly update my blog lately so I won't have to share another depressing stories. But today, things were different.
Today, a miracle finally done its job for me. After a few months of falling for what he wrote on his blog, after a few months of stalking through his online profile, I finally got the chance to get to know him quite well.
It might seemed so good to be true. But at least I am not dreaming. He is just so honest and so sincere. What ever words that came out from his mouth just seems so right and so adorable. I melted. Was it dejavu or just cliche? But I can never take this moment for granted. I wrote on this blog so I can treasure this moment as long as this still exist.
Who knows some wishes actually becoming true. I am feeling good about this. But it's just me and I don't know about him. Who knows if the miracle just worth awhile. After knowing that I am not that interesting enough, he might just run away or leave just like everyone else did. Who knows that this one could just be the one that I am really looking for. It gives me butterflies when ever I talked with him. Who knows if its just another stop by. Which I really hope its not.
I still can't stop smiling and I wish I could just keep this particular dream to make it last.
"Something good will come our way
And maybe this good thing's gonna happen today"
- Something Good by Bic Runga
And maybe this good thing's gonna happen today"
- Something Good by Bic Runga
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