Wednesday, September 30, 2009


Mood: Blur
Listen to: Pizza Cutter by Letter to Cleo

At this very moment, I just don't know what I want anymore. I don't know what exactly my priorities are. KUSUT! I don't want to break my heart or to hurt myself for having this feelings towards any person. I know it will be to complicate if I continue to have this feelings. Why does it seems so hard?

"Just let the feeling go. Find someone new."

I wish it could be as easy as it sounds. It was my mistake for falling for this particular person. It was my fault for not letting it go at the early stage. Somehow, I think its just too late to get rid of everything. My mind says NO but my heart says YES. I am trapped in my own feelings. Should I confess or should I just be coward enough to keep my mouth shut? Either way, I know it would be wrong. I seriously don't know. I should have swallow my own feelings, but it going to kill me deep inside knowing that I might waste such a wonderful person like him. On the other way around, I might even get hurt if I find out that he is not on my reach.

What should I do? How should I react? Why can't I just take this easy way out?