Coco Chanel: Once Upon A Time

Keira Knightley as Coco Chanel

Click the link below to view the new released Coco Chanel film by Karl Lagerfeld starring Keira Knightley.

Coco Chanel : Once Upon A Time

Source: www.vogue.co.uk

And I miss...

Realitinya, satu persatu makin jauh. Most of my best-friends either engaged or getting married or having a  baby.

Happy; sebab mereka dapat bina kehidupan baru. Dapat bina keluarga sendiri. Dapat kecapi kehidupan yang dirancang. Dapat meneruskan phase cinta yang seterusnya.

Sedih; sebab situasi berubah. Masa dan surroundings pun berubah. We are not as close as we were back then. Semua busy planning untuk receptions, hens nite, baby shower and kids birthday. Aku lupa yang people grow old. Sooner or later mereka ada keluarga sendiri dan mungkin tiada masa to entertain their choose-to-be-single male best-friend.

To them, masa sentiasa berjalan. But I am still stuck here mengharap benda yang surely never going to happen. Semua moving on. I moved on; except for that one particular part. Maybe I don't want to. I am  still living in my sweet few years back memories. Still hanging on to it. Pathetic bukan? Or perhaps terlalu setia.

Kadang-kadang rasa left out. Or conversations on their planning for the future lagi menarik dari cerita aku. Cemburu at times. But, aku tak pilih cara ini. Aku adalah ini. I am still trying to get used to the fact that one day, semua akan meninggalkan aku dan aku akan meninggalkan semua. Masa yang menentukan and aku tak ada kuasa untuk stop or hold the situations.

I miss the old bonding. I miss my best-friends.

I miss you.

Always have, always will.